I sit and wait for you to be there with me
Sometimes I wonder if you even care about me?
I sit and I cry all night with the tears in my eyes I am waiting for you.. But at the end when you come you sit near by me and pretend like nothing has happened...
You pretend like that I'm not there and the depression is not real You thought that I am lying to myself
I am lying to You , As I sit in a corner
And weep and weep , it's too hard to listen your rubbish talk It's too hard to swallow
Too hard to breath...
The mask is coming undone
Revealing the pain; revealing the sorrow
I sit and yell, I feel so alone I feel that no one can understand my pain everyone thinks that I am totally fine...but no I am not fine I only hide my pain my tears from all the shitty people who can never understand my pain behind my smile
You yell and you scream on me ..
I feel like a pathetic waste,feel like a uselees thing I feel like I am so worst... and no one wants me to stay in their lives
I feel like I am Lost in a sea of lies
I feel like this depression
Will never die...and I thought that I will die someday because of this depression
Can somebody help me? Can somebody hear me?can somebody see my pain?
Will anybody help me to escape from this?
I'm begging now, just for a out
I scream your name, but you're not there
Finally, I realize you don't care, I realize that no one is real,world is full of fake and snakes people🙂
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