Thank you, quotes, that no one needs :"Give yourself time".
How cute, really. I have went through more than it would be actually possible for one person all alone in a too long era and there are still many problems. You hadn't walked even one day in my shoes in this situation.
The situation now is the problem and even if some people (who obviously don't care about their own family? Or others who don't even have children) think "I just have to change my thinking" - no. I won't "change my thinking" because I LOVE. -
Oh, everyone there outside is allowed to make a huge fuss about every little poop problem, obstacle and pain they have - and I had went through hell because of you and others and nevertheless I have to be the toughest super soldier in the opinion of some people?
I am not "allowed" to care about any problem or pain? Don't care about any worry that EVEN every other person has as well and - uhhh - their private reactions you can't even see, because everyone except me has a privatsphere.
. "If you can stay positive in a negative situation you win..."
Listen - No. I don't have to.
I have the human and personal right to show my soft feelings, my gentleness, my vulnerability and if something is sad, I will be sad, if something is funny, I will laugh - just like EVERY other person on this world as well. I am not an actor and this isn't your series, it's my life. 😪
Should I tell you something, there are many people outside who wouldn't even have made it for a year - and deep inside they admire me for all the many years of perseverance I have shown, all alone against it all. ...and I have every single human right of this world, to be awfully sad about the current situation right now. .